Ramblings

Hello ladies and gents. It's Thursday and I have to say I'm so glad. I've had a shitty week and can't wait for the weekend. As the title says, this is just a bunch of ramblings so bear with me k? :)


I was in a car accident Tuesday morning on my way to work. I was stopped at a red light at the end of the exit ramp from the highway and this stupid asshole comes flying down the ramp and hits me going about 50 and my car jumped 5 feet into oncoming traffic. He said he thought I was going. Um...sure dude.
Anyway, so we pulled over and exchanged info and he took off, said if he waited for the cops to come he would be late to work and get fired, so he left and I sat in my car, stunned and hurting. I had hit my head on the window railing and my neck and back were hurting really bad. I drove myself to the ER and was there for about 4 hours. My mom came up to be there with me. They said I have bad whiplash and am really lucky I didn't get hit again or break anything. So I've been home tuesday and wednesday doped up on pain killers and muscle relaxers. I'm back at work today because they only excused me from work for the two days. The shitty thing is that I can't take my meds here at work because they make me pass out. Tylenol it is I guess. Ugh
My car is ok, Saturns tend to be tough in accidents. I was hoping it would get totalled so I could get out from under the enormous car payment I have, but no luck there. LOL

I still have restriction. More so when I eat bread, pasta, rice or anything thick. I've been limiting my carbs a LOT and eating a LOT more slowly. There is nothing worse for me than gagging over the sink for a half our because of one damn bite. Here is my food for today....

B-coffee w/ sweet n low
S-1 hard boiled egg
L- 1/2 c. tuna salad w/ 4 saltines
S- LF string cheese
D- 1/2 cup pasta w/ white sauce, few bites of salad
S-glass of milk w/ meds before bed

I've never been one to weigh myself everyday. I think it just freaks me out and I don't need any added stress in my life right now. BUT, last week at my fill, the waiting room was FULL of women who were banded around when I was and they say they weigh every day so if the scale is moving up they can correct their eating that day and make a difference. Well shit. Should I be doing this? I started doing it this week. Tuesday I was down 1 lb, Wednesday I was up 1 lb and today I was down 2. I guess it kinda does help me gage how I'm going to eat that day. We shall see if this really helps me. If and when I start to get obsessed with weighing every day, I fully expect all of YOU to bitch slap me into reality ok?? Good. :)

Gotta get to work. Love you all!